Saturday, October 4, 2014

Moving forward...

I must have had some intuition that something was wrong when I was yearning for the soothing comfort of my simple life.  The fatigue was so overwhelming.  Maybe some part of my body was aching for rest or did I sense what was coming?

The last week has been a blur of ER visits, pain, nurses, pain, antibiotics, more pain, scans, pain, surgery, less pain, med-surgical staff, and physicians as I made my way through a very serious health crisis. Did I mention pain? 

I find myself sitting here in my trailer resting and reflecting over the whole experience.  My schipperke pup, Little Dude, is stretched out on the floor watching me as I type.  He found it...brushing up against my chest when he jumped in my lap.  I felt nothing until then.

Did it really happen?  It did.

No work.  No lifting.  Do not get the wound showers.  Take it easy.  It will heal from the inside out.  Don't overdo it.  Nurses will be coming daily to change the dressing and repack the wound.  It is not breast cancer...there was no malignancy.  Does it hurt?  Is there any increase in the amount of drainage? Do you have a fever?  Did you say this is gross? You are so 

Lets face it, an open hole in my chest is gross, right?  The sensation of someone pulling a packing out of my breast is gross.  The bubbly foam of hydrogen peroxide clearing out debris is not ideal but I can handle it much better than the packing activity.  The feeling of someone pushing a packing back into the wound is gross.  Wait, on a scale of 1 to 10...this is not even a 2.  When the doctors were pressing on my breast I thought I was going to pass out...this is proof that I am on the upswing.  It is getting better. 

I sure do appreciate the peace and quiet.  I need it...  God, this is too real.  Can I wake up now?

Sign me, Resting and Recuperating in Small Town America (Florida), M

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

I found a set of links that I would like to share.  Living simply may mean living homeless to some people.  This is really interesting:

These articles are a look into how the other half lives. 

Sign me, shopping for an RV in small town America, M

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

September 16, 2014

Today, I am enjoying the breeze from my fan.  They say it will be cooling off later this  It will be in the 70s at night and the coolest it will be during the day is 84.  Still, it is September, so it will be cooling soon.

It is so beautiful here in the park.  The trailers are all neatly kept; the neighbors are getting ready to go into winter mode.  The Tuesday morning coffee get together will be starting up soon.  The shuffleboard is waiting for the snowbirds to return for their weekly games.  Pot lucks and breakfasts are on the agenda as we ease through September into October. 

Several new faces on my little street as some of the older tenants have moved on...some have passed and some have moved north to live with family.  Other tenants have purchased new trailers from those who have migrated north.  We have grown as a community.

It is good to be back.  I have missed it.  It is time to chill-ax.  God is good. 


Monday, March 17, 2014

Credit Karma

In November 2013 I found Credit Karma through their advertising like everyone else.  Just saw the ad, you know, they are the company that does not require a credit card to give you a free credit report.  I got the free credit report and noticed that the by had a credit repair company called Lexington Law that partnered with them.  They had several programs that they offered; I chose the one that cost $59.00 monthly by default.  The more expensive program was $99 and I hesitated to spend that much.

Lexington Law assigned someone to me who reviewed my credit report and the wheels started turning.  There were letters written to the credit reporting companies disputing four items on my credit report.  These items were paid off but had been in collection.  How does that help, you might ask?  The best way to explain would be to share the credit score climbed by 71 points since December 2013.  It is March 15th and I am very pleased.

My Credit Karma page provides me with an overview of my credit situation.  There are suggestions that have helped me to begin rebuilding my credit.  I applied for a credit card that permits me to make purchases and to pay the bill expeditiously.  This is an improvement that is reflected on my credit report and this has had a positive influence on my credit score.

Another recommendation that my Credit Karma page offered me was the option to seek refinancing for my car loan.  In October 2012 I purchased a 2011 Nissan Versa with the less that adequate credit score.  My interest rate is 20.46%.  I have quite a few payments left and my monthly payment is not too high.  I did apply for refinancing as this seemed like a very reasonable thing to do.  I have spoken with someone already regarding a much lower interest rate.  My payment will be much less; I do want to pay the car off faster once I get the lower rate.

Monday, March 17, 2013

Got a call this morning and I got an offer to refinance my car at 12% from Wells Fargo.  This is a definite savings for me!  Not only is this a saving of 8%  my monthly payment is less.  This is exciting!  Being frugal is just the best.

Moving forward, I am still concerned that I am not doing the best that I can do.  I am not saving as much as I would like to at this point.  That is very important to me.  I do feel that I need to re-commit to living simply and being FRUGAL.  There is a great difference between want and need.  I need to re-focus!

Sign me, getting back to simple things in small town America, M

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Each Day is a New Beginning...

Sometimes life in the big city gets to be too much for me.  I have been working full time for one year and seven months.   It is great getting paid every Friday; the pay is substantial.  Bills are getting paid off but in moments of quiet reflection I wonder if it is all worth it. 

I truly miss my simple flower friends...and my life at the lake.  I miss my grandchildren.  The fish pond that I was working on moving to a flatter place in the yard.  The rock garden I have been nurturing on the hillside...  It seems like so long ago...

I have to regroup.   What options do I have?

If I want to though I can take the summer off to enjoy two months of the simple life. 

Every morning I remind myself that each day is a new beginning.  This is my life and I need to feel fulfilled. 

Tonight I am going to read a story to Melody and Michael via Skype or Facebook.  I miss that connectedness and it is something that we need as a family.  The book is called "Sailor:  The Hangashore Newfoundland Dog" written by Catherine Simpson with illustrations by Joanne Snook-Hann.  This is a story from Newfoundland, my place of birth.

This is a simple story about a simpler time.  I do hope that they like the story.  It means a lot to me.
Sign me, Trying to live simply in the big city, Nana M